So, I decided to take up the OctPoWriMo Challenge once again. I am not sure if I can do all 31 poems or not but I wanted to get back to writing and this is the best opportunity.
There is a kind of vacuum and lot of unwanted stress due to mundane things of life and I want some smiles back which can come back with more positivity than I already have so I thought I will write more. Writing is cathartic. Its passionate. Its love. Its happiness.
I am writing after ages and somehow I have forgotten to make verses and have got more comfortable with random thoughts. As I say this I am smiling, for I used to always say I even think in rhymes. Just how life changes right ? So, lets do this and I hope this make sense and I hope after this challenge I can get back that writing tempo.
So see you around 🙂
Day IÂ
I sometimes sit still and wonder
At the serenity that encloses
I wonder if this it is, and ask
How did I get here?
I remember the struggles and pain
The scars are now all so gone
But I know the pain, and wonder
How did I get here?
Life is at a standstill again
I have a long way to reach zenith
But I am glad at being where I feel
How did I get here?
Love and happiness defined my world
And then material is how I found bliss
I am sane, but fidgety, about it all
How did I get here?
I still want the wings to fly across
Wet my feet in the sprinkles of magic
I have wishes unfulfilled and yet
How did I get here?
I detest the face in my mirror
I look at the extra inches and cry
Losing esteem is not my beauty, yet
How did I get here?
I let the enemies get the best of me
I get the opinions overpower my being
I be the best, and feel the worst,
How did I get here?
Engulfing darkness is because unrest
I do not know what I seek next
I want the skies I was flying in once
How did I get here?
I wipe out the tears that are tying
I comb those hairs and line my eyes
A kiss to my being is needed I guess
How did I get here?
As the temperatures start to dip again
I revisit dreams of last year again
And see your reflections smiling at me
How did I get here?
I make that promise of a lifetime again
Of happiness, joy and love sprinkled
I believe in all that I have to find
And romance another route to there
So I can say
I am glad I got here
With you
With myself
And life quota
Of kisses.