Happy New Year

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Hello 2018,

You awesome awesome year. I welcomed this year with whole family over FaceTime. With some cake, some appy fizz and lots of laughter. A year that starts beautiful has to be beautiful.

This first day was also a flight to heaven. With new beginnings and starting as I finally plunged into my driving lesson.

The year which starts beautifully has to be gorgeous. This will be year of laughter, love, romance, independence, power and all that I desired ever.

I also feel this will be a year of a new muse and lots of poetry and rhythms. A year of law of attraction and all that is best. All that I always saw coming is finally here.  So, welcome happiness.

I wish the same for all my followers and lot more.

Have a gorgeous 2018. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR. 

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Thank You, 2017

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So, its end of the year once again and a new year is just round the corner. And like always, how can I end the year without thanking it irrespective of how it was.

This year was chaotic, nothing remarkable, yet nothing bad as such. So, let me thank you and be thankful for little sweet moments it gave me.

January brought some chaos
Refurnished home I received
Some friends did pamper
As I drank to happiness

February was quite responsible
As foreign delegates came
In month of love
Beautiful moments I gained

March is always about cakes
And some women power came along
Gifting promises to the nearest
And meeting ones I awed

Birthday month was the best
As I learned presentation skills
And got love and surprises
To make it the best in years.

In between supervising works
My baby grew a little
Which makes May special
Inspite of all mundane

June is all about devotion
As I spent a month of sacrifice
And learned the power of purchase
To get the power of responsibility.

In the unusual month that was july
I gifted myself the dream phone
And another family holiday
To give and get yearly smiles.

August has given the best people
Yet there wasn’t anything unusual
In works and commitment it went
Seeking something extra.

And then came another unusual month
First solo trip alone for work I took
Gave back with some beautiful memories
And smiles in vacationing away.

October is to poetry say they
And I revived it from within
Though commitment wasn’t fulfilled
But then writer in me found a voice.

November was the start of many beauties
As weddings came in a stressful month
In between food and dances I felt love
To celebrate the unions of special ones.

December was all about letting it go
Going higher and higher in spirits
I danced and smiled even in wrongs
Felt a beautiful year in coming.

So, 2017, thank you for the beauties you gave me. You were a year of firsts. You taught me to present in international conferences for the first time. You was the year I took a first solo trip even if for an office workshop. You were the year I learned how to organise events successfully for foreign delegates and for students. You was also the year of money power, of buying for family, and for oneself and feeling the power. You gave me the surprise birthday after long and some gifts that made me smile. You gave the best weddings and dancing craziness. You were a year of fun and liveliness as you end. Thank you for the upbeat spirit as you end. Gratefulness to you for existing.

2018, you I love already. You are giving me happiness. You give a feel of romance and achievement. You will be the year of independence and only smiles. You are something I am waiting to conquer.

So, goodbye 2017. Thank You.

Lets Celebrate.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2018 ♥️

Dreams

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Some dreams are beyond perfect. It’s like they were stolen from your imaginations and placed into your eyes when asleep. They don’t know how they found a way there but they did for they were meant to. For maybe they were a sign or a clue to what lies ahead. Often dreams have told me of good times. Most often seen by the mother dearest but they used to strengthen that faith.

I rarely see multiple beautiful dreams and remember them all. Been a while law of attraction gave me a sign so maybe this is it. Of dreams of beautiful lakes, perfect oval blue lakes, that I can see below my balcony. Surrounded by meadows of flowers all round it. Of snow peaks above, of a picture painted there, like I want to be there. Of isolated towns and laughters of tourists I meet over at a restaurant. Of babies and happiness. Mother says that dreams of mountains and snow and lakes often bring successes. I don’t know what it brings but this one bring me wishes to visit that place someday.

Then there are dreams of extended family. Of the aunt that passed away recently and she wearing a blue wedding dress of a cloth I possessed as a child. I had not met her for long and was planning it for a while and then. Sigh. Maybe from there she is sending her blessings of happiness, of love, of new beginnings. And it makes me glad.

There was professional things embedded in my dreams too. Of supervising students in my alma mater for their doctorate. Of such far fetched wishes that what do I say.

These dreams bought me self happiness, personal love and professional contentment and so what a perfect dream it is. The kind we see once in a lifetime. So maybe they signal something. Of another phase in life which is coming fill with such surprises and happiness that I can never imagine.

Till that happen, let me strike this date as great and relish happiness in memories of this dream.

Till next time….

Insane Thoughts

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My mind is locked somewhere. In the lull of sluggishness. I desperately seek to find a way out of this maze. And yet all I see is blackness. A void it might be somewhere. But it is not. Words have been my refuge for quite a while. But now they aren’t as poetic as I thought them to be. It isn’t like words left me. They find me in corners of work. They find me behind those crumbled notes. They find me in the smiles of my pupils. They even find me hidden behind ideas I pen for the world. But then they don’t help be my recluse. In rhymes and fictions. In being my catharsis. It is as if some dust settled on top of my creative cerebrum. I shout, I find. But I am way too mechanical to shake them up. I miss that part of me. That part which relish a rainy night amidst some romance of the words. That part of me that couldn’t sleep without making love to those books which were sprinkled with dreams. I have made quite much of a sense with my life. And in between lost quite bit of love I showered to my heart through my insane pieces. Maybe. Maybe not.

Insanity often defines me. And is insanity really that bad? If I wasn’t insane, I wouldn’t be that passionate about my life. I wouldn’t be doing what I do then. I would have been struggling to survive if I wasn’t in love with my mundane tasks. Now I am at peace and yet that is all to it. I live life a day at a time. I relish my daily dose of music and weekly dose of movies. I pamper myself to be lazy on slow days. I am doing what I should and slowly learning to grow. I share a drink or two with my laughters. I afford whatever I wanted to once. I splurge. I earn. I live fully. But then am I not forgetting some other major parts of me? Or has technology taken over us so much that we don’t let our brains have time for reading sonnets and writing poetry?

Whatever it be, it’s good that I am writing today. Might not be very much. But I am. And its not some professional paper with a deadline. It’s an unedited flow of words directly from the heart. And maybe the brain. We all should let ourselves be unedited sometimes. Even our pictures can be so at times. Rawness isn’t that bad. Its real. Its beautiful. Its you. And its me.

One should be sharing love in this insane world of yours. Even with strangers. For they can inspire music in us at times. They can be our muse at times. Or maybe a momental inspiration. And you, scared people, go tell your loved ones of your love. It will be worth it. Hell, tell that to your crush too. Who knows they might be struggling with the thought that they are unloved in this world. And that one word will be enough for them to live another day.

Be mad. Be crazy. Be insane. Be loving. Be you.

P.S. : I just realised this is my first post this year. Hope 2017 treating everyone good. Been  truly fantastic for me 🙂

Thank You

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As the year ends, I can say nothing but big thank you to it. There are many things I might not have got this year, but there were many many more that I did. This year restored my faith in magic, in faith, in belives, and most importantly in myself. I am guilty of ignoring this blog or any blog this year but that doesn’t mean I never wrote. I did write here and there but somehow never committed to writing regularly as life kept way too busy and I am so glad.

I entered 2016 with a very positive blend of mind and a belief in magic. I felt it was beautiful and that it will fulfill my dreams and it lived up to it. Somehow I feel I attracted all that to me with my faith and that makes me believe much more in magic than I ever did. As the year went by, each month became better and better. I had one aim to fulfill this year and I tied it in a ribbon of goals when I stepped into it. And destiny decided I get it with all the grandeur. This year was all about stability. About dream positions. About ambition. About financial security. It was about proving my mettle. About the first step. And it all came true with so much beauty that it looked dream like. And I have so much gratitude for this and lot more.

I plan to enter 2017 with much more positivity and love and I can see it fulfilling all that was left incomplete this year. We can have one main focus and priority at one time and that is one reason the year that is going made me satisfied and happy in one realm.  For all other realms, there are other years. For I feel this year broke the spell of bad years and now all that is in store are good years and more magic and more love.

Before I say goodbye to this year, I want to sum it up in rhymes for myself, for you, for the world and tell them, life is indeed good, just believe so. For bad happens to enjoy the good. For hurt happens to feel the love. For enemies exist to recognise the friends. In the end, good determination, good work and goodness does win.

So keep the magic flowing 🙂

New year, new hope, new magic
Positivity, believes and faith
January sun brought out hidden
And I danced in magical rays again.

February often brings out our love
This time it brought some baby steps
After a silent month, light peeped
And I embraced it with more smiles.

March was the month of unexpectedness
As if destiny was finally working fast
Back to my old den I was with brightness
Relishing the friends who stood with me.

Birthday month gave me all that I sought
Some unexpected letters and some exams
I won in the eyes of myself the way I stood
Like magic, I saw, and won what was mine.

Beautiful May brought my bearings to me
The month etched in my destiny for long now
Dream position fell down in my lap this time
Like the apple that was awaiting the fall.

June is often the most harsh in weathers
But this time it was lot of smiling work
A vacation was taken after quite long
The most beautiful one it indeed was.

July brought some more works in my lap
And some more beautiful memories intact
Some excitement it brought along with it
With the sibling visit from across oceans.

August went off just like a whim of fancies
Tied up with the semester drains and pupils
Mixed with surprises wrapped in appreciations
And fun vibes along with some dream gifts.

Rosy september I call it for it gave dears
It was about busy days and bit of fun
It was about catching up and getting crazy
For after every sweat you need mad gangs.

October tagged along with it few special ones
A day splashed with conversations  with one
And few days of mad craziness with another 
Mixed with mad rush of deadlines I managed.

November is forever love since a while
It brings along my yearly quota of smiles 
Through perseverance I emerged taller
The one people trusted with crucial secrets.

O December you were very hectic this time 
Long days, meetings and learnings  I saw
New contacts, old retained, with lauding
Warnings,  missed  fun, but gratitude still.

So, this was my year in twelve paragraphs and it was all so good. I hated in bits the fact that I gained more weight but then I learned one important fact that if I hated that part of me and felt ashamed of it I will never learn loving me as a whole and that helped with the confidence and that is the first step in regaining one’s body back. Overall, 2016 was satifying and content year. I wish for a more fitter and love filled 2017 for thats the next thing I seek after what I got in 2016.

Here to a beautiful 2017 to all of you 🙂

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

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