You awesome awesome year. I welcomed this year with whole family over FaceTime. With some cake, some appy fizz and lots of laughter. A year that starts beautiful has to be beautiful.
This first day was also a flight to heaven. With new beginnings and starting as I finally plunged into my driving lesson.
The year which starts beautifully has to be gorgeous. This will be year of laughter, love, romance, independence, power and all that I desired ever.
I also feel this will be a year of a new muse and lots of poetry and rhythms. A year of law of attraction and all that is best. All that I always saw coming is finally here. So, welcome happiness.
I wish the same for all my followers and lot more.
Have a gorgeous 2018.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Some dreams are beyond perfect. It’s like they were stolen from your imaginations and placed into your eyes when asleep. They don’t know how they found a way there but they did for they were meant to. For maybe they were a sign or a clue to what lies ahead. Often dreams have told me of good times. Most often seen by the mother dearest but they used to strengthen that faith.
I rarely see multiple beautiful dreams and remember them all. Been a while law of attraction gave me a sign so maybe this is it. Of dreams of beautiful lakes, perfect oval blue lakes, that I can see below my balcony. Surrounded by meadows of flowers all round it. Of snow peaks above, of a picture painted there, like I want to be there. Of isolated towns and laughters of tourists I meet over at a restaurant. Of babies and happiness. Mother says that dreams of mountains and snow and lakes often bring successes. I don’t know what it brings but this one bring me wishes to visit that place someday.
Then there are dreams of extended family. Of the aunt that passed away recently and she wearing a blue wedding dress of a cloth I possessed as a child. I had not met her for long and was planning it for a while and then. Sigh. Maybe from there she is sending her blessings of happiness, of love, of new beginnings. And it makes me glad.
There was professional things embedded in my dreams too. Of supervising students in my alma mater for their doctorate. Of such far fetched wishes that what do I say.
These dreams bought me self happiness, personal love and professional contentment and so what a perfect dream it is. The kind we see once in a lifetime. So maybe they signal something. Of another phase in life which is coming fill with such surprises and happiness that I can never imagine.
Till that happen, let me strike this date as great and relish happiness in memories of this dream.
Till next time….
Do you guys have regrets? Or is life way too beautiful for us to get ourselves stuck with them? Do you feel we have what is known as temporary moments of regrets? If it was not so, how come we don’t regret those marks or the misses we once did? Or do we attract all the wrong decisions to us too which make us nearer and nearer to our real goal in this life?
Today, while on my evening walk these were the thoughts that were occupying my brain. I have been reading the book ‘The Secret’ off late and I was wondering how we attract even bad decisions and how we repel people we don’t want to stay longer? I think it might be due to law of attraction. If not, how do I not remember all that I regretted or hated once? How come my messes have no play in today’s life? I messed my boards and wanted to disappear and yet I don’t regret or even remember it now? I regretted leaving literature once but it was not in my hands. If I had pursued, life would have been different. But would it have been what it is today? If I had pursued science I might never have fallen deeply for literature as I did or even discovered I had the talent to write. I never did bad when it comes to studies after school maybe because I did what I had capability for and what if I had not? If I had pursued literature more, all novels would have turned work not love and passion. I might have stayed in the same university and not seen hostel life and might not have fallen in love right? And what is life without love man. I might not grown up as much I did. From innocence to strength I saw it all. Infact love gives us such courage that we know not of. I once let go off many things for love and I feel it was all for good. Infact I feel its good I never moved out for its only lucky children who get to be there taking care of aging parents. That is one regret I wouldn’t have want for that would have stayed forever. Of not spending enough time with parents. My life is still not sorted but now I feel I am content at what I do atleast and its beautiful and I feel I attract or repel decisions too.
For a long time in life I felt I was God’s chosen angel. And then I stopped believing and he stopped answering. Yet when I think now. All along he was hearing it too. He got me rid of wrong people when I couldn’t take them anymore. All I needed was to say and like magic they said goodbye themselves. It was funny but it still happens. Coincidently, I have even attracted guys I dated or crushed. They used to be this popular guy every one wanted and like magic they liked me. But then the ones I knew it was a hopeless struggle got repelled and left too. I believe in being chosen more now so it happens easily and I know it. I even get over people after initial day or so after realisation dawns of what a mess it would have been if they had stayed. So I think now whatever I have in abundance today is because I always believe I can never be short of this and it is so.
We all have struggles. I still have more in future. But every wrong decision made me move closer to the person I am and that is beautiful. As a result I don’t regret. I just close my eyes and thank certain things for existing and others to go. But when I fear losing I do lose. For I am not sure of myself.
So something like law of attraction exists. If it has to work, don’t regret. Why regret what made you happy? Why regret love or losing when it makes you a winner someday? All we need is some courage to make all we want a reality. And rest, life is indeed beautiful.
Till next time,
Live, Love and Laugh.
P.S. I never asked how you guys doing? I miss writing so this was one of those random writings. Hopefully I can write more this year. And yes, Happy New Year you guys 🙂